Jorge Fernandez

Happy Birthday baby. I can’t believe it's your second Birthday since you've been gone. Nor can I believe that you never got to turn 57. 💔 I miss your laugh & the simple pleasure of holding your hand at the drive-in movie more, than I can say. I am sure you know but soon I will have to leave our house & the last thing I have that makes me feel close to you will be gone. I don't know how I will be able to do it. Please be with me and give me the strength I will need. I promise to always remember us & keep you close no matter where I end up. I miss you Jorge. I love you to the moon and all the stars and back again.

I can’t believe I am about you go through a second Christmas & New Year without you. How is it possible that you're gone. How am I still here without you. There are so many times that I think I'll crumble and never be able to put myself back together again. Somehow I do. It must be you helping me. Lifting me up. Please keep watching over me and helping me to heal. Please do the same for our family too. They need you almost as much as I do. I love you to the moon & all the stars & back again.

Jorge, I miss you, my best friend & love of my life. I have been lying here watching TV and talking/playing with our babies. All I can think of is how it's what we spent our time doing, except one piece is missing. You. You always brought laughter, hand holding and much needed hugs. Man, I miss all of that and everything else that made you, who you were. I told myself when you were gone a year I would try and focus less on all I lost, including writing to you here but sometimes it's the only way I get peace. I can’t believe I am about to go through another birthday without you. I miss you as my best friend, my soft place and I REALLY miss taking care of you. I love you to the moon and all the stars and back again. ❤️ 🌙 🌟

Tomorrow will be a year since I last touched your hand or your face, albeit at your funeral. I am hurting so much today thinking about that goodbye. I miss you. I long to hear your voice, to feel your hand in mine. I am so lonely without you. Please come see me in my dreams. It's the best I can hope for now but it would mean everything to me. I love you to the moon, and all the stars, and back again. ♥️🌙 🌟.

Oh my love. I miss you so much. I can't believe it's been a year since I have heard your beautiful laugh or seen your handsome face. Living without you has been the hardest thing I've ever had to do so please come visit me in my dreams. I love you to the moon and all the stars and back again. ♥️